salam.
o to ka jo. o to ka jo.
(what should i do?)
well, i need to memorize alott of e airport codes.
ahhh! its giving me a headache.
seriouslyy. i dont even know most of e cities in there. weird names!
well, on my first day of werk,
i already made friends.
haha.
it was jush a matter of being e ferz to talk.
so, yeah.
i got along well with peepol around me.
they are all very friendly. its a really great environment to be in.
i dont really eat mucc.
jush brought bread only.
then. upon reaching home, i would sleep till about 2+. eat snacks.
and sleep agaiin. till around 5+.
then, e memorizing begins.
and, eat lunch cum dinner.
making myself awake throughout e night was a real challenge for me at ferz.
but, right now, im coping with it.
hohoho.
ive another thing that i wish to address here.
i wunn go into details.
i'll jush be general.
well, recently, something sortta happen.
e thing that ive been trying to put at e back of my mind, came back.
in front of my eyes and happening right now.
and, a huge wave of feelings started coming back. gushing in.
ahhh...im undecided.
dreaming would be great. but, its reality.
why do i even hope for smtng that has a 50/50 chance.
ahh, why am i e kind that's easily swayed by smtng.
why am i jush not strong enough.
why do i lack confidence in doing things.
ahh.
to think of this...makes my heart flutter but at e same time, hurts me too.
let everything fall into place and see what's in store.
ttyl~
