
salam.
ive jush completed my marketing exam jush now.
it wass okehh.
i managed to get all e questions done.
alhamdulillah (:
hmm..
i'll be meeting Saifullah tmr.
gosh.
ive noo idea what to expect frm hym...
all i know is that its gonna be a very uneventful meetup.
but, its gonna be an emotional one for me tho.
why do i feel as if i still need hym in my life?
why?
i know ive been with hym for two years.
TWO freaking years.
but, when deres constant fights between us...
its far from being a healthy relationship.
i jush wanted to end e relationship with a good note.
for us to be friends.
but, now look.
jush look whats happening.
i wanna hate you soo mucc for calling me names..
its soo untrue, false assumptions of yours.
ive also tried deleting you from my life..
i deleted any form of communication with you..
but yet, when i saw you on Friday...
i stayed hidden behind e wall and watched you from afar.
my heart yearns for you,
but my brain says no.
i jush truly hope that im strong enough to withstand all the obstacles in e coming future.
insya'Allah.