salam.
ive been avoiding one particular issue.
and, i dont really wanna talk about it.
but, i need to unload it off my chest.
gosh.
im being very contradicting.
yes.
i know everyone knows.
im by myself again.
me, myself and i.
i know im e egoistic kindaf person, paranoid, over-bearing..
blablabla.
but, all i know is, i never cheated on you.
never.
what happened between us was pure solid.
no nooks and crannies.
when we had our official breakup,
i ventured out from my bubble.
so, yeah.
i never did wann us to end up like this.
ending even our friendship.
it feels weird not knowing what you're doing everyday.
talking to you, texting you.
it has been kindaf my daily routine for e past 2years.
furthermore, you already know my cousins, my family.
my mum trusted you.
she wunn even mind me gg out with you caz she knows that i'll be home safe and sound.
that's how far we've gotten in our relationship.
i'll be lying to myself if i say that i dont think about you at all.
caz, i do.
e only way for me to not think of you,
is by making myself super duper busy.
ive been having really late nights and really early mornings.
thanks to Siti, Hasanah, Faiz, Iqbal for layan-ing my crap-ness.
i cant wait for tmr to happen.
my darling will be in Singapore tmr.
back from KL.
i know Yassir misses you too. hehe!
i bought for baby Aleesha smtng.
i'll be meeting all my love ones tmr.
especially, Siti Zakiah and Fatin Najwa.
thank you sweethearts for being there for me.
ttyl~
