salam.
okehh, ive just received news that cici is in hospital.
her knee is causing problems.
haish.
im worried sick.
i shouldnt have come home that early.
papa is sick too. and now cici,
abg shah's working,and his own knee has problems.
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sunggoh sedih tauus.
i called cici up.
she said, e doctor told her to use crutches till her next appointment.
which is in 2weeks.
how ridiculous is that.
hmph~!
i'll be visiting cici and papa this wednesday or thursday.
i cant come by tomorrow caz i'll be meeting my besties.
i feel so helpless.
i dont like seeing my love ones sick or wounded.
it aches my heart.
gosh, i do feel really sad.
that's all.
so, he is back from KL.
wawa will be back in 7hours time.
why dont i feel happy at all? i should be.
he called me just now on hys way back home.
we talked as per normal.
blablabla.
i just feel that this is all wrong.
it feels wrong.
im so not in his league.
but his confidence overruled my doubts.
urgh! gosh.
i dont like it one bit.
but, whenever this kinda topic arise, he'll keep on saying e same thing.
with pure confidence.
oh God.
i dont know what to do or feel for that matter.
i cant even let this kinda thing slide caz i know i'd keep on dwelling about it.
ive soo many problems right now.
its making my brain scream.
i need to help her, her, her, him and myself~!!!!
HELP ME!
ttyl~
