hmm. soo now, im single agaiin.
back to square one agaiin.
a start of a new life for me.
new peepol, new surroundings.
im not that, that excited about it.
but, ive been handling the situation mucc stronger than i tot i would.
so, good for me.
i need to repent actuerli.
i really do.
my dosa is mounting up..i think its higher than mount everest at the rate that im making dosa.
gosh.
but, as iqbal puts it, i still have hope.
insyaAllah.
hmm, now, im starting to make sollah ...
i still do miss some prayers, but, i dunn goo a day without not solat-ing at all.
dats a huge achievement for me.
and, i pray without being asked to.
i jushh keep myself busy with my friends now.
anything i do now is because of Allah.
e good deeds of course!
not e bad ones.
haiyoo.
i realised, i do have only a few friends and i dunnwanna break peepol's heart.
ive tried being setia, being a playgurl, being single for more than a year.
and all of that didnt quite work out for me.
so, now, i'll jush keep things very slow and easy.
i wanna try dating.
as simple as that.
yeah(:
hmm, ilovemyself.
my new found self.
and i hope to stay dis way for a long while.
ttyl~